The Pain of Life Poem, by Ainsley aka Mr.Erotica, at My poetic side

I am in pain

No two days are never the same

I wake up

Give thanks to be alive

But then....... when you remember

You think only to survive

Another day of depression

Everything seems black

It seems like every other day

Is back to back

Yes,

the tears form

I can feel them now

Should I let them flow

Or hold it back

I hurt badly

Yet,

you the people

only see me smile

Because I mask it well

But,

I am dying on the inside

If only you really knew

What I am feeling now

Should I end my life

I wish I really knew how

Can I muster the strength one day

I really don't know

But somehow

this pain has to go

I can't be like this forever

Rotting on the inside

One day I will fall apart

But then

it might be the best thing for me

For my life will be no more

And I'll be free....

written by Ainsley Carter aka Mr. Erotica © July 2023

Author: Ainsley aka Mr.Erotica (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
Published: July 21st, 2024 07:28
Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this when I was feeling very low in mood and down in the dumps so to say and I know a lot of people can identify on the feeling , however We always need to dig deep within and rely on others to pull us through these dark times. Feeling vulnerable is not good but it happens
Category: Sad
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