WE ARE ONE

Even if we don’t speak 

My soul desires you more than ever 

Even if we don’t speak 

I hear your presence, behind it follows

I hope every time you look at the moon you think of me 

The voided space between us is ticking

Why did I love you so much if you only loved me halfway?

Why can't I stop the thought of you and me? 

Time is passing and it feels like it will never end 

The more I sit here and look at it the more words and inspiration disappear 

Maybe you are the reason it all started 

Maybe when I started, I chose you to be the figurehead 

You come into my dreams every here and then 

And when I wake up and realize it never was, this deep and shallow hole pierces my heart 

The truth is I’m tired of living 

I don’t want to sound suicidal but sometimes I wish I wouldn’t wake up 

After reading the first line of this note I can’t help but say that this whole time it’s me who I’m missing

It’s me. 

I want to run into the deep dark sea and never return 

Going in beyond the surface 

Never able to be found and seen again 

Connecting to my true nature, a cold creature 

Regret is to deny yourself 

To deny the bad you’ve done and the good yet to come 

I don’t want to be good 

I just want to be gone 

Gone in a sense my memory will no longer linger and no one gets hurt 

Dressed in all white, the purest color, behind the dead escort 

Don’t call me crazy 

Don’t call me fooley

I am you and you are me