Haunted past

As I listen to a song on repeat

This song is bring back so many memories

I'm having a lot of memories of you 

Back when we were kids 

It reminds me 

How awful I was to you 

When I was in a very bad place 

In my life 

First of all I was in a place 

I never wanted to be 

Causing me to have outbursts

That you never deserved

If I was able to have the words 

To express myself 

Like I do now

I would've changed how it was handled

I carry all of these memories with me 

The guilt of the past haunts me 

I know that you didn't deserve how I treated you 

If I only knew 

That my actions of the past 

Would come to haunt my future

I would've never had done them 

You didn't deserve that 

Now I know how wrong I was 

Where all of my fears were directed at 

Weren't directed at you 

You were just the closest ear at the time

It wasn't meant to be like that 

My fears were just so strong 

I apologize