If I don't answer I'm most likely at school,with family (just got back from surgery so still kinda recovering)
As i walk down this foggy meadow where my heart felt hard and hollow, my heart ran wild now i am the unfortunate child, a mistake a curse as they repeat every verse, i wish i could get rid of this never ending spell, for my heart is weak and cant take much more but still they throw me to the shore, i am still just a child, trying to make up my mind am i a he or a she? only god knows but as my mother looks me in the eye i know i have no choice but to hide maybe if i pray? but i have my entire life! ever since i was a baby i prayed and prayed my thoughts have never changed but maybe if i would have stayed maybe if i never would of hurt the one i thought i loved. the one who i thought loved me with all the same passion but maybe my poor tired heart is too hopeful to find peace but all i know is that god loves me, and ill never have to hide from him as i do my own family.
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Author:
Lei (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 12th, 2024 04:44
- Comment from author about the poem: sorry this was long but i didn't get everything out that i wanted but still it made me feel better to get some of this stuff out
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Terrible feelings that one may not be accepted by one's family for being who they are. Nice write.
thank you!
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