sometimes i'm afraid of love
not because i don't i'll ever find it
but
because i'm afraid anyone who loves me
i won't be able to love back
because i'm scared
scared they will leave me
scared they will realize they cannot handle me
scared they will choose someone else
i am always the first girl
never the 'found' girl
i just want to be found
i want to fall in love and
not be scared
they are gonna
leave me
scared
I
will end up
by myself
with a broken
heart again
I am so so
so scared
tears fall from my eyes
when I fall for someone
because
I know
whats coming
the anxiety
the fear
the desperate want for them to want
me
to
I am
terrified
and
I don't know
how to stop it
how to trust someone
with my heart
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Author:
Athora (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 20th, 2024 23:33
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Comments2
"T'is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved all." Alfred Lord Tennyson. I don't know your sitch, situation, but be yourself. When you look for love, it is often not found. Let it find you. And if you must, roll with the punches. Nice poem. A parting thought. It is not good to be in love with love.
A poem of fear to trust and well based too. Trust first oneself and love first oneself then others follow. Lovely write
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