*Number 30*💜

*Number 30*💜

In your presence, I'm torn apart

A mix of joy and pain, a heavy heart

I love you dearly, but can't express

For if I do, you'll reject, and I'll repress

Your words still haunt me, like a ghost in my mind

"I love you, but as a friend", a heart-wrenching find

A fatal blow, that shattered my soul

Leaving me broken, with no control

I'm trapped in this darkness, with no escape

A prisoner of love, in a hopeless ache

I'm searching for solace, but it's hard to find

A reason to live, when my heart is left behind

In your eyes, I see a distant friend

A love that's lost, and will never transcend

I'm dying inside, with each passing day

A slow and painful death, with no way to sway

I'm lost in this abyss, with no light to guide

A desperate cry, that's drowned in the tide

I'm suffocating, under the weight of my pain

A silent scream, that's forever in vain