The Affirmations of a Mentally Unstable 18-Year-Old Girl

I never asked for this pain

I never asked to live

I never asked for heartbreak

I never asked for depression

I never asked for bipolar disorder

 I never asked for PTSD

I never asked to be raped

I never asked for this suffering

I never asked for this.

I never asked for this.

I never asked for this.

Any of this.

I’m pathetic

I’m worthless

I’m useless

I’m unworthy

I’m a mistake

I’m helpless

I’m hideous

I’m fat

I’m unwanted

I’m never going to be enough.

I’m never going to be enough.

I’m never going to be enough.

This is what I tell myself everyday on the mirror.

These are my affirmations.

This is what keeps me alive.

The affirmations of a mentally unstable 18-year-old girl.