I am a murderer, a killer who kills
To get rid of my anxieties and fears
And with my knife I showcase my skills
But it doesn’t help stop my tears
I know killing is bad, but it’s good for me
I have to kill because I am a killer
No one can change that I am an enemy
But I like it this way, always being the winner
I don’t kill for fun, I kill to remove
My anger, fear, to become the best
Since everyone fears me, I cannot lose
And I will never be scared like the rest
Forever I am running away
From the justice that slithers and crawls for me
And during every night and every day
I’m killing and killing continuously
I want to feel like a king
To be the one that has the knife
To point the gun and demand anything
And to choose to end anyone’s life
Control and releasing anger is key
And when I kill, at this I’m very good
I think being a killer is best for me
Even when my hands are stained with blood
But I don’t know why I’m making others die
Apart from taking out my anger and anxiety
But afterwards, I’m empty inside
Just like the bodies in front of me
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LP2187 (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I also think I'm murderous. Like, at school, when I really hate things, I want to kill every single child in the room. Stab them or poke their eyeballs out. Beat everyone to death. And then I'll kill myself. Just because the teacher has a cup of lollypop sticks on their desk. I'm pathetic, aren't I. I know when you read this you will realise how pathetic I am. I exaggerate a bit because I tend to hate things.
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Instead of seeing a murderous psychopath I see someone who had their life flipped upside down and is angry about it. I see someone who wants control again, and who doesn't want the things in her head to eat her alive.
You're so right, but what can I do? Write poems about that?
Technically yeah but yk both work
I was just like you when I started writing you should look at some of my earlier work then look at my new stuff that's going to be you one day lol ❤️
I hope so.
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