My Old Office

I can’t let go

Not now

Not ever

Everyday i forgot my key

Maybe that’s why you got mad

And threw me out

I want to apologise

I want to make it up to you

You have to believe in second chances

I miss you

I miss how none of your five chairs ever worked

I miss how i had to press the cpu button 30 times before it started

I miss the dripping water from the ac

The sound it made

I miss the jamming printer and kicking it

I miss the disappearing pens that i put out

You kept them hidden from me

I know it now don’t deny it

The gossips

The drama

The never ending stories

Oh! How i miss the way you made me feel

Untouchable, invincible.

The look in people’s eyes when they saw the revolving chair

You could taste the jealousy if you looked long enough

How i miss all the people you gave me

All the friends and not so friends

It wasn’t just four years i spent

It was a lifetime

Hard earned lessons

So many stories unfinished..

This is where i met her

She sat on your chair

Her voice still etched in your walls

How can you take that away from me?

Don’t remember fantasying a life with her

When we watched her through your window?

Guess i was a fool

You told me she could never be mine

I always thought you were joking teasing

Now I believe it

You can be with someone else

How can she not?

You’re not interested in the end?

You think you already know..

But…

Couldn’t you wait just an another year?