HER LOVE

And it’s always early morning when I’m on the road 

That I start thinking and realizing 

If it’s better to feel nothing at all 

To be worthless 

And exchange my current life for the one of a corner whore 

They tell me I sound poetic 

In reality I’m just speaking my truths 

Is not that I want the life I created but I own my mistakes 

The larger my dream the more it takes 

I’ve never lost faith, I’m not a child, I’m grown 

To get closer to the Father has been my salvation lately 

Releasing what once caused me pain to forget about the memories made 

And when I’m there, happy and healthy it all comes back

The guilt, the fear, the reality of it all 

Salty tears burn down my body making me feel like I’m almost home 

I opened my eyes and saw the woman who started it all 

She asked for forgiveness 

I couldn’t say no, I’m vulnerable to her love