I ruin everything

I get bullied one thing after another at school

I get shamed and disgraced when I put effort 

My cousin hates me and doesn't wanna talk to me

Doesnt wanna look at me, be near me, or even know me

Everyone wishes that I just go back to fucking foster care 

And never come back

I ruin everything

Maybe it was better if I'd just stayed

If I just never came

I bring problems to my whole family

Im the reason that my cousins hate their mom

The reason people don't believe me or like me for me

Im the reason my biological parents favorites my sister

I ruin everything

No one liked me in all my families, now at school

People dislike me now because of a stupid ass rumors that's  fucking annoying

I wanna hide from everything, I wanna get out of the life I have

If I'd done better maybe this all would have ended

I ruin everything

My parents hate vacation, spending time with my sister and I

Because "Im always fighting with my sister"

Maybe if I never moved I would of hurt all these people on the way

I was an accident, once an accident always one

I just don't know 

I ruin everything