If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.
I get bullied one thing after another at school
I get shamed and disgraced when I put effort
My cousin hates me and doesn't wanna talk to me
Doesnt wanna look at me, be near me, or even know me
Everyone wishes that I just go back to fucking foster care
And never come back
I ruin everything
Maybe it was better if I'd just stayed
If I just never came
I bring problems to my whole family
Im the reason that my cousins hate their mom
The reason people don't believe me or like me for me
Im the reason my biological parents favorites my sister
I ruin everything
No one liked me in all my families, now at school
People dislike me now because of a stupid ass rumors that's fucking annoying
I wanna hide from everything, I wanna get out of the life I have
If I'd done better maybe this all would have ended
I ruin everything
My parents hate vacation, spending time with my sister and I
Because "Im always fighting with my sister"
Maybe if I never moved I would of hurt all these people on the way
I was an accident, once an accident always one
I just don't know
I ruin everything
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Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (
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maybe the things fall apart so we can take the pieces and build something better
Maybe we never know. Wise words my friend wise words thank you!
you've inspired me so much I might as well try and help you out
Oml I have!! thank you So much!!
sto get over this feeling. you must first accept the way things are. i have spent my whole child hood going home to home. i was even adopted once but they also gave me up. i turned 18 in a group home. truth is for you most likely nothing will change and the only thing you can change is yourself. there is no easy way out. and there is for sure no easy happy ending unless you do it yourself.
read some of my poems they were made for people like you
never take it to the heart
when your home gets torn apart
when you feel like its your fault
its not, because your not the adult
I basically cried reading your comment. It's finally nice to hear from someone who's been through it too! There's not many I know at school bc I only know my whole grade and few other. So finally finding someone who can relate it a breath of fresh air. Thank you and I will check out ur poems, but one question. Does the trauma you have, how long has it been with you??
i like to say i got over it for the most part but sometimes i need to remind myself to not get to emotional during highly stimulating situations beacause being in high emotion is never good. the truth is if i could tell you how i got better the whole world would be fixed. but i dont realy know what happened. im not someone with all the answers or someone who is a savior. im just someone who gelps people understand what they are feeling beacause i felt t to. but i dont have any of the answers you might seek when it comes to healing beacuse i just dont know how to exsplain to you how i did it
Thank you and I understand completely and admire you for this.
Excellent write
Thanks
You're welcome
Another excellent showing Lil! I could feel your emotions in this! I know the feeling and the experience of being bullied and misunderstood, and you know what? This is exactly how I got through it! I pray the bullying stops, but I also pray your writing never stops! Keep it coming! Again, well done! Excellent job!
Thank you, and I promise the writing wont stop!
Excellent!
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