Who am I ?

Who am I?
Without my poker face
Who am I?
Without my theatral act

Every day I lie to myself
And try to play my best act
Smiling and laughing loudly
To hide the drop of my cry

Making joke and being relax
When the stress is at his high
Showing to everyone a powerful me
But inside I am just completely broken

Scared of just leaving
Doing what I really want
To not offended anyone
And be safe of the sarcasms

I just want to love
To be myself for once
To do what I want
And running free at last

Is it too much to ask?
Do I want the moon ?
This world is not for me
But my chains are too strong
And I can't escape at all
Just to have some small gap
That reveals who am I
And be able to be myself.

17.11.2024