Thoughts of other lads

Malachi

Is mama gonna like this.

Risking her of grandkids

Asking God, why am I like this? 

I've been hiding for so long.

Feels so right yet it's so wrong. 

God I need to stop this

Other thoughts of lads 

Romantically kissing, cuddling, 

I'm struggling to make guy friends

Googly eyes when they start smiling

Am I gay? 

Am I straight?

Bisexual? 

Under all the labels I fold 

Stereotypes, saying I'll start crushing on every guy I see. 

You'd be left in a wow how picky I be.

Liking Instagram pics when men are flexing

Not even double looking to girls in bikinis

The thought of saying

" I have a boyfriend" 

Drives me crazy 

What will the world, and my parents think of me.

 

These thoughts of other lads 

Are driving my mad 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: nehemiah adams (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 14th, 2024 05:55
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 27
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  • rin

    Are driving my mad
    Having said that, the fact that you look at yourself and assert yourself is what makes you unique.

    • Malachi

      Thank you

    • Poetic Licence

      You have to except yourself as who you are, before others can. Brave write

      • Malachi

        Thank you

        • Poetic Licence

          You are very welcome

        • sheta

          i can be sure im straight
          but i don't like dating boys
          someone left me and im in the dust im never dating again
          good poem!

          • Malachi

            Lwk, wanna know the details can I dm you? Also thanks 🙏

            • sheta

              whaaaaa- your welcome and yea sure you can



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