Grandma’s at the stove again,
cigarette dangling from her lips,
ash curling into the grease pan.
She’s swaying, not with the rhythm of life,
but the rhythm of gin—
cheap stuff, bottom shelf,
the kind that tastes like regret.
The eggs crack like tiny explosions,
each yolk a sun
too fragile for this kitchen.
She laughs, her voice rough,
a cackle sharp as broken glass,
like the bottles she used to toss
into the alley behind the bar.
"Life’s a fried egg," she says,
and I don’t ask her what she means.
I just watch the whites spread thin,
bubbling like secrets no one tells.
She flips them with a fork,
jabbing like a boxer past her prime,
fighting an opponent only she can see.
Her hair’s a mess,
her housecoat stained with yesterday’s spills.
The radio hums some sad country tune,
but she’s not listening.
She’s humming her own song—
a hymn to lost lovers,
missed trains,
and the God who stopped answering her calls.
"Eat up," she says,
sliding the eggs onto a chipped plate.
The yolks run like rivers of gold
trying to escape.
I take a bite,
and it tastes like smoke,
like failure,
like something you shouldn’t love but do anyway.
She pours herself another drink,
whiskey this time,
as if the gin’s betrayed her.
"To hell with it," she says,
raising the glass like a saint
blessing the chaos.
And for a moment,
I think she’s the bravest person I’ve ever known.
The pan still sizzles,
a lonely applause for a life
that never learned to sit still.
And Grandma, drunk as ever,
smiles like she’s figured it all out—
or maybe she hasn’t,
but doesn’t care anymore.
She lights another cigarette,
leans against the counter,
and watches the smoke spiral
toward the ceiling.
"You’re too young to understand," she says,
but I’m not.
I’m old enough to know
that fried eggs and drunken grandmas
are sometimes the best things
you’ll ever have.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
—Matthew 11:28
(c) R Gordon Zyne
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Excellent write
thank you so much
You're welcome
Grandma is a trooper. Just gets on with life as best she can. Heart of gold. Salt of the earth. Reminded me of London Grandmas. Love this poem. So well written. Wonderful detail.
thank you so much
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