I Can Not Forget

My palms are missing your touch of your beautiful skin

Hand in hand, palms together I thought you would be next to me forever

I cry, while I am trying remember that silly, blinding big white grin

A smile that I can not forget, my heart wants you however

My heart is broken and it hurts so much while I am struggling to forget you

Lying to myself and trying to block my heart and pretend it’s alright

But my heart is broken in two and I can’t stop screaming because it’s agony

Since you flew to the holy above, since you gone towards the white light

Flew to heaven, leaving me in disbelief that you are home, where angels came from

You are home with the love of god, to know that I managed my breathing

Slowly taking in the stale air, with sorrow I realise the widow I had become

With my broken soul and my broken heart I am still grieving

My heart is empty, now with my loss of my handsome beloved

I lust for my angel who is in holy heaven, which is far from me

I’m still in love with you, my dear angel who has flying like a white dove

Through my heartbreaking trance I still bleed, but now you are forever free