On The Outside Looking In

On the Outside Looking In.

I am on the outside still looking in.

Left wondering what could have been.

If I had been dealt a winning hand.

I could be wearing your wedding band.

The man you are holding in your arms.

Is the man who you he has charmed.

He gives you everything I never could.

The reasons you left me I understood.

I can see you are in a very good space.

 I love you, that brings a smile to my face.

I have some resentment and jealousy.

That eases when I see you looking happy.

My crazy mind says it could have worked.

If you had listened to when I had talked.

We could have removed the dark clouds.

I think together we could of worked it out.

I am still wishing you nothing but good.

Always wanting to be with you if I could.

My heart is remembering and is hoping.

Alone, I stand on the outside looking in.

Nataiella