will be gone for a week
You pinned me to the wall
I curled up into a ball
I screamed so loud
You covered my mouth
I’m empty with no feeling inside
My blank face like a silent shell
I wish to share my story and confide
But I don’t know who I can tell
My trust is gone, ripped away
Torn beneath the surface everyday
Inner turmoil controlling and confining
My sleep and health are declining
Please, leave me alone
Sometimes I don’t feel safe at home
Whenever I’m at any place
I just can’t stop seeing your face
No, I can’t be scarred
Wasn’t I only caught off guard
It often seems that you’re always near
If only you could disappear
But aren’t you my friend
That’s why I didn’t defend
I recoil from your touch
Which makes me hate you so much
But you know I don’t mean it
I really like you I must admit
Does that mean you can assault me
I never knew that, sorry
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Understanding can be mistaken, intentions mistaken, character mistaken, we often are fooled by what we thought was but is not. A most interesting and mind provoking write
Thank you
That isnโt okay to be treated like that. And no one should be called friend that does that. Itโs abuse of the worst kind.
I know, thank you for your support
And thanks for yours ๐๐ป๐
It is not OK and that is not a friend, no one has to put up with abuse of any sort let alone that kind. Powerful, painful, sad and emotionally write, take care
Thank you very much
You are very welcome
My girl, you did just share your story... and that fear they caused in you, you're showing them they don't have control anymore. I am so proud of you, this is beautiful, certainly in a sad way, but beautiful because you've decided you won't let them win. They covered your mouth but now you're choosing to scream despite that. You're choosing to open the door, to let people see who this person really is. Most beautiful work, keep rising girl, sending my love.
Thank you so much for your kindness, I feel so much better (knowing I am heard too). I won't let fear control me, I am very grateful for you.
I'm so unbelievably proud of you
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