if

if I were rich I would have the world
if I had love I would be happy
if I were loved
its always an if but never a yet
I'm not good at this yet
I have not found love yet
I'm not rich yet
and then there's buts
I can do this but
see that's the thing if your gonna make up excuses then you should just give up

If only I could be loved
If only I could be successful
If only
If only I wasn't hurting every god damn second of every day
I wish I could take a break
If only life worked that way
I could take a break from life
From reality
If only I could

i wish there was love in my heart
money in my pocket
hope in my soul
happiness in my spirit
adventure in my life

Oh, "if I had a million dollars
I would give them all away!/
But since I've only merest pennies
I can't give a one away!"
If I could save the world with song
My fathers would be pleased.
But since they could not save it thus,
What happens to our dream?
If only I was all I thought...
And there the vision ends.
If only I could get there still....
But you know how it tends.
"If God be for us, who can be against us--"
I'll live in that all the day.

If only pain didn't cloud my soul with fear,
If only fear goes away,
If only fear gave me a million dollars,
If only a million dollars didn't hurt my soul,
If only my soul made sense,
If only you could gain sense as easily as gaining fear,
If only love didn't scar,
If only scars disappeared,
If only people could love the people with scars,
If only I could be loved,
If only 'if' didn't mean 'if',
If only I could be free,
If only life would be easy,
If only easy was easy,
If only this was easy.

If only life was as easy when you get older
The thing is, it isn't it gets harder
If only you could stay alive every second
And yet there are suicides
If only
If only

if only life was not such a bich

If I could have anything in the world I would chose my lover
But it seems I cannot have him either
If only I wasn't in pain
If only I wasn't crying until 3 everyday

if only life was fair
if only I could give a care
I never cared for someone else like you
I've never tried this hard
I've never fought this far but every
second of the hour
feel like I'm losing
feels like he's taking you away

I fight against my thoughts in my head
I try and try but I just end up laying in my bed
If life could take me back, back away
Maybe life could be different some way
If I didn't have to cry because of how scared I am of losing you
I wish I could have you, hold you, every second of every day
But then there are the reminders that you are far away
If
If I could change things I would
Just know I love and always will and always could

if you're not willing to go the distance its fine
if you cant be mine
if you cant hold my heart
the drop it like the rest of these girls
if you don't want the key
just throw it away like the rest of them
if you wont love me
then abandon me like the rest of them

If only you guys could make it up to each other
If only you can still be friends
If only you can be happy
If only you can live life in the fullest
If only you both can apologize.

If only I could keep on living without seeing you
If I could I would
I am dying every moment
And every piece of me is left to decay
Im sorry I love you but I cant
Cant with myself cant with all of this
If I can live and see your messages
I hope I can live to see your chance
If I didn't have these thougts
Maybe, maybe not

if you loved me you would put that aside
if you loved me you would confide
if you truly wanted me you would
let us live are life's
but instead your leaving me for some guy

If only I could make something work where you both were happy
But I cant
If I could
Maybe no one would hurt
Im the problem
Im the reason
So maybe if I wasn't here
There would be any other hurt and any other things that aren't out of season
If I'm the reason and it the way
Maybe just maybe no more me every day