if

if I were rich I would have the world
if I had love I would be happy
if I were loved
its always an if but never a yet
I'm not good at this yet
I have not found love yet
I'm not rich yet
and then there's buts
I can do this but
see that's the thing if your gonna make up excuses then you should just give up

If only I could be loved
If only I could be successful
If only
If only I wasn't hurting every god damn second of every day
I wish I could take a break
If only life worked that way
I could take a break from life
From reality
If only I could

i wish there was love in my heart
money in my pocket
hope in my soul
happiness in my spirit
adventure in my life

Oh, "if I had a million dollars
I would give them all away!/
But since I've only merest pennies
I can't give a one away!"
If I could save the world with song
My fathers would be pleased.
But since they could not save it thus,
What happens to our dream?
If only I was all I thought...
And there the vision ends.
If only I could get there still....
But you know how it tends.
"If God be for us, who can be against us--"
I'll live in that all the day.

If only pain didn't cloud my soul with fear,
If only fear goes away,
If only fear gave me a million dollars,
If only a million dollars didn't hurt my soul,
If only my soul made sense,
If only you could gain sense as easily as gaining fear,
If only love didn't scar,
If only scars disappeared,
If only people could love the people with scars,
If only I could be loved,
If only 'if' didn't mean 'if',
If only I could be free,
If only life would be easy,
If only easy was easy,
If only this was easy.