this girl

this girl only cares about herself
I've delt with the pain
she has put me through for to long
she makes me wanna kill myself
and thinks its my fault so
now I'm fighting back and shes getting mad
well I don't care
she nevered cared for me

He doesn't see me as I am,
So guess he never will...
Says that-- what is it? I make him mad?
He wants to kill himself because of me?
I said I'll love him forever
It's just the distance kills me inside
I thought we both agreed on never
I thought he'd always be just mine.

I thought he truly cared
Thought he would always be there
This girl is who I am
This girl changed herself for him, ruined relationships with others for him
And this is what she gets
Just another guy stabbing her in the back
Maybe its true that he delt with pain
But maybe he never shared because he was stuck to maintain
She cared about him deeply
But he never shared how sad and sickening he was with her really
He played it cool
And blew it up and now its going around school
This girl isn't the same
She never with and never wanted this all, it kinda just came

ok lillian whatever you say

He used the name she hates the most
Her name
He does the shit that pissed her off
And she still came
Maybe if this girl knew what was wrong
Maybe just maybe everything would hold together and be strong
This girl

this girl said I could
this girl said I would
this girl said she loved me
this girl needs to make up her mind