I am currently not going to be on for a while.
In shadows cast by my own hand,
A storm I’ve brewed across the land,
I hurt the ones I hold so dear,
My presence, now a source of fear.
I am the chaos in the night,
The reason love has taken flight,
Each word I speak, a heavy stone,
Leaves the heart I love alone.
I see your tears, a silent rain,
Reflecting all my endless pain,
I built the walls that keep you out,
And filled your world with endless doubt.
I wish to mend, to start anew,
To change the path I’ve led us through,
Yet, every step I make, I see,
Leads further from who I should be.
How can I fix the hurt I've done?
The darkness hides the rising sun,
I’m the shadow, in your light,
Haunting dreams, all through the night.
Yet deep inside, a flicker burns,
A hope that somehow love returns,
Though I am the problem, and I bear the blame,
I yearn to end this endless shame.
To leave behind the broken past,
To make amends, a peace at last,
But maybe, I must step away,
To let you find a brighter day.
In your eyes, I see the plea,
For freedom from the storm of me,
Perhaps, the best gift I can give,
Is to let you go, to truly live.
I write these words with heavy heart,
Knowing that we must part,
For in this world, I am the flaw,
The one who broke love’s gentle law.
Yet, I hold onto the hope,
That one day, you'll learn to cope,
And find the love that you deserve,
A love that neither wavers nor swerves.
So I will leave, with love and care,
Hoping one day you'll be aware,
That though I caused the tears to fall,
My love for you was true through it all.
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Author:
Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I don't know why he loved me, but what I was trying to do was make things right with his grandparents, but I ended up pushing him away. John Michael Edward Mead I love you and wish I could take away all the pain and let me have it, but I cant.
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Comments4
A poem of remorse and pain for what is seen as unpardonable flaws and deeds. Heart felt and wrenching it speaks of love for another greater than one's own desires and wisdom that knows that causing more pain does not make sense. Nicely worded in rhyme this piece is sad but all too true for many. Nicely done
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A very heartfelt and extremely honest write declaring their ongoing love but acknowledging that the pain needs to stop. You can feel the honest remorse throughout the read, well expressed
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Great write
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so so sorry ethen is getting bored cause cade wont answer him he also read the messages from last night and thinks your a poo poo head love you lillian
Idc what your friend thinks. I.... I am just yea.
you're just buetiful
I don't care what you say what you do what you think of me I know the girl I one loved and the girl I still love you'll always be in my heart you will always be my lucky number my favorite person you'll always be the one I shared that special kiss with the tight hugs and the little complements to stupid jokes the way you would rap you're arms around me you cute smile the way you would look at me when you wanted a hug everything you did was amazing the way I loved you was the best fealing in the world when we held hands and the tounge kiss was not that bad I love you for everything and I always will
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