John ( The unexpected heartbreak)

Hey!


Notice of absence from Hey!
I am currently not going to be on for a while.

You say you love me, but all you want is revenge
I have given you everything and your just gonna turn your back and resend
I have never stopped caring about and that's the funny thing
Because you don't care about me, just ruining me

Well John Michael Edward Mead
Lets see 
Two can play that game 
BUT I wont because I don't want revenge

I want you to be happy
Happier than you were with
I had to lose you to love me
I love you more than I love myself

In shadows deep where heartstrings fray,  
Love’s tender whispers fade away.  
With every promise, a dagger's thrust,  
In dreams we built, now turned to dust.  

Eyes once bright, now veil the pain,  
A love so fierce, but in vain.  
You turned your back, I stood alone,  
In a world once ours, now overthrown.  

Was it revenge that brewed in your heart,  
Or indifference that tore us apart?  
What once was warmth, now bitter cold,  
A story of love, tragically told.  

Yet in this sorrow, a choice to make,  
To rise from ashes, for my own sake.  
Forgiveness blooms where anger wanes,  
In the quiet, I shed these chains.  

I wish you peace, though it cuts so deep,  
A selfless love, in memories I keep.  
To heal the wounds, I must let go,  
And find the strength in tides that flow.  

For in this letting, I learn to see,  
That loving myself sets my spirit free.  
The echoes of you, they softly fade,  
In the light of new paths, unafraid.  

So here I stand, with heart in hand,  
Embracing the lessons life had planned.  
Though love may hurt, it teaches too,  
In every ending, a chance to renew.  

You always hated  loved me?

No matter how hard I try to explain
To find my send and regain
You always turn and rein
And I am left out here in the rain

You always never loved me
I always loved you and still do

 

  • Author: Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 6th, 2025 06:03
  • Comment from author about the poem: I have been going to the grave yard for my GPA and my friends, and I have been trying to make things right. But I guess I wasn't enough, John needs someone better, bc I am worth nothing. Like he told me I am a dumbass and I am literally nothing.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 11
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  • sorenbarrett

    Anger can be heard in this poem and it runs in desire for revenge. Hot from the oven this one sizzles

  • rainbow 1

    yet you forget the fact you left me for Mr snaggletooth when you get mad at me I let you unload it no Diddy take your own advice and think for once I know your smart lillian Michele Moore the smartest person I know its not about revenge its what I wanna do for once no one can tell me what to do because I'm not chasing you I don't have to listen to you anymore I'm free I'm sick and tired of getting blamed for every little thing and then when I need a little help you abandon me I needed you to calm me down and instead you instantly went to Clayton

    • Hey!

      My and Clayton grew close when you left. I needed help to John, I still need help. Bro fuck being smart, Im not good enough anymore, I am just useless I am nothing.

    • sheta

      lil you are something
      and im sure love will find you a perfect someone

      • Hey!

        Thank you Sheta, Ethan is lucky to have you.

        • sheta

          yes i hope he is hahaha

          • Hey!

            He is trust me, your an amazing person.

            • sheta

              haha i try my best



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