I wish you would love me , mom,
as much as you love him,
I wish I could be the daughter you wanted,
Not this unwanted storm,
Our relationship fading away in a light so dim.
But do you really love him so much,
That just to create your perfect image,
You would hurt me ?
Wounded by your words, my heart is what I clutch,
You shame me for holding a grudge,
But am I not even allowed to get hurt?
You throw at me your dagger like words,
So nasty.
You tell me you love me,
You tell me you're proud,
But I don't feel loved at all,
I'd never become like you, it's something I vowed.
What can I do so you'd love me ,mom?
I'm begging you , care about me more , mom,
I feel like I'd never be good enough for you, mom.
Maybe in another universe, you tell me you loved me
And I feel loved.
Maybe in another universe, you got the daughter you always wanted and you aren't ashamed of your own blood.
I wish you would love me, mom.
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Author:
Akshadha Joshi (Pseudonym) (
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- Published: April 19th, 2025 09:36
- Category: Unclassified
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Comments3
A touching poem
A cry for love that one does not see from the one that should love you most. A heartfelt poem
Thank you for writing this. It really hits home.
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