He's hurt.

He's hurt

He is hurt that because he thought I believed the rumors

I didn't believe the rumors why would I,

I love him

I trust him and don't want him hurt

But he ended up getting hurt

He cried when he lost me

He cried when he's the reason why he lost me

and he cried trying to explain it to his best friend

I love him so much to the point where words can't explain

why would I wanna lose the love of my life

I talk about him nonstop

I love him nonstop

I have an emotional connection with him

like a symbiotic relationship

but with touch I wanna just touch his arm or hold his hand

just to let him know I still care 

So he knows I'm still here

So he knows I still love him always

I have separation anxiety so him gone I'm more stressed

I'm more distant

I don't wanna hold anyone else's hand unless it's him

I don't wanna hug anyone unless it's him

I don't wanna touch anyone else unless it's him

I want my other half back 

I want my symbiotic relationship partner back

I love him to death

the truth is I'm happier than ever when I look into his eyes

His voice is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself

His smile is like the sun beaming on me on a summer afternoon

He is home

He is MY home

Always and forever,

To infinity and beyond,

through thick and thin,

Health and sickness,

Till death does us part and even then

I will always love Hayden Fisher Mayberry