Alcestis

Unexpressed emotions never die,

I won't agree but I won't deny,

They are buried alive,

And all I've ever done is survive,

They come forth later in uglier ways,

In my anger within silence, I blaze.

Mistook lies for love,

I've suffered long enough.

Mistook misbelief for concern,

My old soul will never return.

Mistook cowardice for care,

I will take my revenge, beware .

I'm being watched,

They think it's in my mind,

But the unwanted audience never got caught,

I'm dying for any evidence I can find.

He made a return, 

He thinks I don't know,

It makes my stomach churn,

But I can put up a pretty good show.

The man that I loved chose me to die over himself,

Sorrow is no longer the last on my shelf.

I've become Alcestis,

My silence louder than ever,

No emotion on my face , never.

He killed me,

I only pulled the trigger,

My mind's become a thousand pieces of debris,

Every action of mine is now taken with rigor.