Doesn't that matter?

He's there for you, doesn't that matter. You like this 8th grader, doesn't that matter. You're slowly gaining feelings for your love again because he's there again. He'll hug you when you're down, doesn't that matter. He cares about you, doesn't that matter. What about this 8th grader, do you still like him? the 8th grader has a girlfriend, doesn't that matter. HE doesn't have a girlfriend, but he also doesn't like swimmer anymore. HE won't tell me who he likes because it's a secret. He was there when you cried earlier and when you had a panic attack. He'd hug you when you are down. HE'S THERE DOESN'T THAT MATTER. Do I like HIM or 8th grader? I think I will always love HIM but I don't know. HE has been there a lot longer than 8th and he's helped me through shit and I am so thankful for him. I think I still love him and an 8th grader is a person just to get over HIM.