its been a year..

Mikaylakcoates

It’s been a year since

my darling daughter died.

Well, a year ago yesterday,

and I should have visited her

but I couldn’t bring myself to leave the house,

so I came today.

I lay by her site

just how she lay in the plain hospital room,

Still and lifeless

surrounded by the nauseating lemon disinfectant

after her father

and I signed her pain away.

I’ll never forgive myself

for leaving her unsupervised

but who could have known that would happen.

So I popped the cork off my bottle of wine

and drank away my afternoon,

and drank away my pain

maybe if I had paid her more attention

Jessie could be laying here with me today.

Once the sun starts to set

I pack up my stuff

keeping her space clean,

just how she would keep her bedroom

and head back to the car.

I turn the key and start my trip home

but as I drive along gravel roads

my eyes wander as they please

I see the sun shining through the trees.

It makes me feel warm,

gives me a sense of understanding

as to why Jessie climbed that tree.

She had always loved a sunset,

just like her father,

just like me.

I round the corner,

swaying along the white dotted line

as the setting sun distracts me,

and I lose control -

everything stops.

A singular gum leaf graces my windshield.

  • Author: Mikaylakcoates (Online Online)
  • Published: July 4th, 2025 02:15
  • Comment from author about the poem: i submitted this poem in my year 10 English class and got many congrats. It is based of the novel " the simple gift " which tells the story of many characters through poem like verses. obviously being interested in poetry helped me but the deep emotional setting of the story gives so much more that the words itself, so when i tried to write my own i wanted it to have the same effect.
  • Category: Sad
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