Am I disillusioned?

Brynlee

I remember it vividly, 

that day I saw you in a different light

You were still the same person, 

the same person who danced with me,

the same person who whispered sweet nothings into my ear,

the same person who kissed me so gently, 

but why now did I forget about those things 

my heart didn't beat like it normally did 

I saw a line get drawn between us 

and I couldn't erase it 

my tears couldn't wash it away

no amount of affection would make it go away

thats when I realized why my heart didn't beat like it did before

why my eyes didn't dilate like they used to 

why your kissed did land on my cheek the same way

I saw you the way you never wanted me to see you

and I made a mistake that will forever make my heart ache

  • Author: Brynlee (Online Online)
  • Published: July 11th, 2025 22:14
  • Comment from author about the poem: After a while of being Hiatus, I am back! This one really hit deep, it is based on something that I went through a few years ago and is something I still regret deeply. Regret is a strong emotion one that is a gateway into many dangerous feeling. It never seems to go away fully, it lingers, holds onto your like a parasite. I've made a lot of mistakes as do most people but some of them stick on, dig their prongs deep into your skin and never let go. What mistake do you think I made?
  • Category: Love
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