Dear God
Everyone gets their chance
Except me
And it is the fault of the world
I know that you are fighting for me
But I chose this shitty life
And I have to live with it
I am not worthy of good things
So I decided to take myself out
I don't know
Why I'm still on this earth
But I don't deserve to be here
Dear God,
I don't have a chance in life
I never have
But why do you keep me here
When I don't belong here?
Please free me of my misery
Everyone is doing good
Except me
I wish me and Jerry
Would both die in a car accident
Then we can die together
I don't want to die alone
For so many years now
I've wanted to die
But you won't let me, why?
I don't want to pay that dental bill
God, I love you, but
What if death is what I want?
I want to die so bad...
Let me explain this to you,
The whole world hates me
Except you,
So why are you still
Holding on to a failure
Who doesn't mean
Anything to the world?
Why are you still
Holding on to me
When I don't even
Deserve to live?
So this is my suicide note,
Please let me go...
I don't mean anything to anyone
For I am no one
And I am going to continue drinking
Until I can't anymore...
I try everything in my power to take care
Of my teeth
But nothing is good enough
In my heart
I don't think I'm good enough for you
For you are a God of high standards
And I am no one
I am a Trotter
And the Trotter family is cursed
What am I to do
When I feel like I failed
As a daughter?
I am not worthy of your love
And I don't believe
In the devil
I am not a good person
I am no one
I want to die
Please take me out
Or I will take myself out
Either way
We will be both happy
No one in this world has ever loved me
And no one ever will
And this is my suicide note
To you and the world
I never stood a chance
So please let me
Die at 42
I don't belong in this world
And you know that
Everything I have touched
Has turned to failure
I am not happy being me
There is no empathy for the empath
Thank you
And I hope you consider my request.
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Author:
Soul Baby (Pseudonym) (
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- Comment from author about the poem: To the ever-feeling empath, Do you ever feel like the odds are against you? Whoever you are. Nobody cares about anyone's problems, but I am here to make a statement. To those bullies out there, to those who feel entitled to one's energy, to one who feels entitled to one's greatness, to one who feels attracted to the light...stay the hell away from those who have the light. We don't need you. You narcissists deserve to be six feet under, and we who are the light won't feel any remorse for you. But we who are the light want to die because we will be completely free from your everlasting devilish presence. No one of the light deserves to be in a chaotic world full of NPCs who think they have power over people. Society should be ashamed of themselves. You are cold and selfish and jealous and vicious people who want to destroy the lives of God's children. I hope you all rot in a place that has extreme flames and shame. I pour my heart out to the world, but who are you? You entitled people, you mean people, you bullies, you narcs, you assholes...I hope you all rot in hell. Half of you in this world don't know what poetry is all about. Half of you in this world don't know what it's like to have a soul. I could've died in the hands of my narcissistic mother a long time ago, but I am still here unfortunately. I don't want to be here in this world. I am tired, and I am angry, and I want to drink until I can't drink anymore. Hopefully I won't make it. I am tired of this destructive world. I don't want to be here anymore, because the world is not an empathetic place, and most of you will agree. I write poetry to release the feelings I never imagined feeling. How about you? Are you living on a prayer? do you feel useless in this world? Well anyway, nobody cares about anyone else's problems, but the truth is necessary. I love you all, no matter who you are. My mother was an alcoholic and she abused me. What is your story? Jesus is here, and he is stirring things up. And I am grateful for that. I love Jesus, do you? Does Jesus offend you? I love Jesus, do you? These celebrities make the world worser. For they are a huge distraction. Nobody needs to be influenced in a negative way. Please stop worshipping celebrities! For they are nothing but clowns. Worship God Almighty! Thanks, you don't have to like me, and I appreciate that. I just enjoy sharing my thoughts. I love you all.
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