Torture

I find it so

difficult...

like a soapy glass in a kitchen sink full of water.

I keep reaching

and sometimes I get so close

and then you ruin it.

You waltz in like you own the world

without a care for anyone else

without a care for me.

And you rip it from me

and force my sleeping eyes awake

so I'm bloodshot and crazy.

How dare you have the audacity to ruin my life like that.

To be so selfish, when I was so selfless to you.

Such a problem child

but you never know because you receive no punishment, never have.

And it's torture it's torture

You're hurting me

Please

Please stop

Just let me rest

Care for others one day in your life.