Dusk until dawn

Ethan Mikel StAmour

I sit in my home staring into nothing

As time passes by, maybe I'll feel something

nights leading into constant rushing

fights and love filled with shoving

 

Life has been something all right

Joy was overshadowed by a tedious night

I grow tired, my neck feeling airtight

Maybe someone to love to lift this blight

 

Now I wonder will sleep or be wakeful

can't sleep, it all feels so wasteful

I can't help but be so grateful that I am not hateful

But goddamn it all feels so painful

 

  • Author: Ethan Mikel StAmour (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 15th, 2025 04:17
  • Comment from author about the poem: Ive been depressed for a long time but everytime i try to get help i am judged and turned awayand people blame it on me fat or the stupid food i eat why cant someone just help without making it worse for me. everytime i open up my eyes from the second i wake up then go to bed i feel awful
  • Category: Sad
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  • sorenbarrett

    Depression a terrible foe it commits war crimes. A wonderful write that tells it as it is being raw and bloody a battlefield of the soul. Nicely penned



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