And When You Say—

Meera Mere

And every time you talk about holding hands,
only one hand clings to mine —
the one I’ve been trying to forget,
whispering,
It wasn’t my fault.

But I still scrub my skin
to redness anyway,
trying to erase the memory.

Dressing up for someone
feels useless to me,
because I was only nine
the last time I wore a skirt —
and it reminded me
of everything
I wanted to forget.

Even “hug” sounds
a bit too creepy now,
because the last one I remember
was from my molester
Only.

  • Author: Meera Mere (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 30th, 2025 07:53
  • Category: Sad
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  • sorenbarrett

    A poem that holds a creepy and haunting feel with a touch of post traumatic stress. Sad

  • Goldfinch60

    Such an emotive poem Meera, I do sincerely hope that your life will become good again.

    Andy



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