Great Falls, Weak Climbs

hey its been some time hasn't it.

its hard to write when the words clog up in my chest 

and these emotional breakdowns combust inside my head 

its contradicting though, because even the greatest fall, while the most inefficient rise 

every success dies while every time we mess up it comes lives to taunt us

I'm out, brand new

they took the weight off my shoulders and put it some place new 

my hearts heavy now 

and I sleep good too 

I choose my words wisely,

I'm angry not trying to hurt you.

you words still echo, I still see your tears.

replaying my trembled snot filled voice 

words never felt so severer

and chosen by choice 

its okay hopefully you get there

for now, Ill suppress it and hold  off on therapy

but we both know this will come back and bite us in the ass when I turn 18