Look at myself

If you look at me long enough

You could see me crying

Thats all I ever was

A feeling an emotion

Shrouded in doubt and pain

My whole life 

A feeling of insanity

In a hiding world

Where destruction is on display

Waiting for the right moment

To put down the pieces 

And let time flow out of me

The way life worked before

All of this was so bad

Forsaken home 

It hurts me so

Another fleeting glimpse of reality

Hounding my soul eternally 

Let my demons out

Back from the inside 

Dying to catch feelings

For anything but myself 

Anything but myself