I Want To Go Home

Living in the world

Is just too hard for me to understand;

Is this an awakening

Or is this a dream?

For my reality is not sacred

But my spirit is with God,

For God is sacred within me

And I want to go home

And be free,

Wild eyes are on me

For here I have no destiny

I just want to go home!

Does anyone understand?

For life here is hell on earth

Nobody understands

My struggles as an empath,

Nobody cares to know

And nobody cares to listen,

I want to go home now!

For life out of a page is insane

I struggle with my words

Yet I manage to find a way

To redeem myself

See, life is not holier than thou

Yet it is not holier than me

For I see everything differently now

For I can't unsee reality

Unless I turn back time

And I can't do that, can I?

So whoever is desperate to attack me

I am no longer visible

For I am invisible

And I shall go;

I no longer want to be here

Because this world is impossible!

I only want to love God

For he is my eternity

Amen.