Ashes To Ashes

The world is engulfed with fire and no one can save me
The smell of my dying, dead flesh is falling off these old bones 
of my scorched skeleton and my brain has fried, please let me be
My fingertips are so soft and bleeding that they are melted to the phone

My body’s core is so sky high that muscles are so heavy they are disintegrating
My nerve endings are crispy, shocked away and almost my entire life is just a groan
I have no eyelids, I’m always crying, feeling stuck in this state, is frightening.
The deadly disease has slowly invaded my mind. So I am all alone 

This moment of silence, in this excruciating pain, I am wishing I was dead
The pure fear of this unknown mere existence is in my bloodshot eyes
My consciousness has become overwhelming as, my resistance is so intense with dread
I am in an infernal state of terror, that is diminishing my loud beautiful cries

My lungs are burning filled with smoke and my own body ashes
I can’t breathe without choking on my own lungs burning with fire
 My bones are so brittle and broken that my ribs have collapsed with a sudden crash
Traumatised by the thought of this happening, its not pure satire

Useless my brutally stupid heart is still weeping beyond the pain
I didn’t want to fall in love with you because your love is intact
I am in a trap of love turning into endless misery, I am going insane 
For you did this to me, I will never forgive myself. For this mistake and its impact