Irrational

Its so irrational to feel this way

I've got no reason to

I can see the love they give to me

Like they always do

It only reaffirms to me

That they really do care

That I'm not alone

That I should belong here

And the more I repeat to myself

That I do belong

The more I hope

I'll believe it all

But there is this persistence

This deep-seeded fear

And it echoes repeatedly

That I dont belong here

And for as much as I try

To find my place in this world

I'm left empty-minded

My future begins to blur

If I'm surrounded by love

But I feel so alone

Then am I just selfish?

Just rotten to the bone

If there is clarity

Beyond this growing decay

Just so irrational

Feelings, every day