Outposts in My Head

gray0328

 

There are battles that don’t wear armor,  

wars fought in whispers, not roars.  

Inside me, the enemy plants its flags,  

builds fortresses out of my own fears.  

 

I try to evict what doesn’t belong,  

but some squatter thoughts refuse to leave.  

They know my architecture intimately,  

map every weakness like second nature.  

 

This is not a battlefield of fists,  

but one of silence, echo, and shadow.  

I sharpen my voice into a weapon,  

only to find it crumbling in my throat.  

 

How do you fight what already knows you?  

What hides in your reflection, lingering?  

There are no exorcisms for yourself,  

no safe distance between host and ghost.  

 

So I soldier forward, uneasy on purpose,  

tripping over barricades nobody can see.  

Every inch of progress hard-earned,  

every step somehow both mine and not.

  • Author: gray0328 (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 21st, 2026 06:02
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  • sorenbarrett

    It is those internal battles that are the bloodiest with the most casualties and a civil war losses on both sides. Well written Gray

  • Thomas W Case

    This has a heavy, internal gravity—like the conflict is happening in a space no one else can quite enter, but everyone recognizes in some form.

    What stands out is how you frame the mind as both territory and trespasser—something that builds its own defenses, then refuses to leave them. That idea of “squatter thoughts” is especially strong: it makes the struggle feel lived-in, persistent, hard to evict.

    • gray0328

      Thank You Thomas. I try to evict people who live rent free in my head.

    • Friendship

      Well written



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