I am most disappointed that what I was experiencing was just a delusion, but I am glad that I was delusional nonetheless. If what I experienced was real, what a true bona fide failure I'd be. I wish that it was real though. Being the Arch Wizard sounds fun. And being all those characters; I mean: what a life. I'd not do much for the fantasy life if it were possible though; just the thought tires me alone. I want just a laid-back life, where I don't do much and live off disability - which will happen in about a year of time alone. And it sucks, it all being a prior delusion; I mean I'd be married to Android 21. I'd have sex with ghosts. And I'd have a cane at hand that would let me be impervious to rules. I mean, it sucks that it was all just a delusion, but if it weren't, I would be quite the failure for evermore.
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- Comment from author about the poem: Another post on my past delusions. I'm sure things would have gone differently if they weren't delusions — I mean, I'd still be wrong here and there, of course, but maybe I'd have really married Android 21.
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