Please Father

Please Father…

On the darkest day of my life. Where all is beyond my grasp, and the void I see between You and me offers never-ending sadness…

Can it be that I may traverse this chasm that so much wants my soul…

With suffering so pure…

That to descend there…

I will be theirs…until time is no more…

I sense this is a dream…

To be warned…it is exactly what it seems…

Please awaken me, not just from this darkness, but my continual slumber of an existence of no meaning…abiding within a heart that is heartless.

Yet forever broken with despair, knowing I have forsaken You…caught in his snare…

Let me make this new day with the truth that what does await is my choice…

And please guide me to choose You…And when I sense the one that lives to destroy You, hiding in that void that seeks my demise, instill in me that I am powerless but for You…

For my dreams and visons are what they seem…Your gentle whispers hushed for me…

Beseeching…” Not him…Come to me.”