Three in the morning

Paul Bell

It’s three in the morning

If I touch your breasts

Will you respond

Or scream

You scream

 

It’s three in the morning

I listen to you breathing

We breathe in unison

For a while we become one

Then I choke

 

It’s three in the morning

The smell of sex lingers

The point of no return

Do you care

I wonder

 

It’s three in the morning

Many affairs have passed

I lie thinking

Was there a time

Was there

 

It’s three in the morning

You’re two years gone now

Time still asks questions

Bitterness pollutes you

All of you

 

It’s three in the morning

I lie awake

The walk to the court

Ten seconds to end a lifetime

Divorced

 

It’s three in the morning

Death came calling

Did you cry my name

I lie here wondering

Who knows.

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  • sorenbarrett

    The first thing that came to my mind was the song by Simon and Garfunkel 3 AM. This is a wonderful write Paul that focuses on the past lost and the moment of recognition in the dark moment of the early morning. Reflections are bitter sweet as one focuses on the what ifs that never will be.

    • Paul Bell

      3am is definitely the turning point.

      • sorenbarrett

        Got ya

      • Tristan Robert Lange

        Paul, this is one heck of a devastating poem! An entire relationship unfolds through fractured recollections, moving from intimacy into betrayal, separation, grief, and unanswered questions. Powerful work, my friend! 🌹🖤🙏🕯️🐦‍⬛

        • Paul Bell

          Funny how the a.m brings everything into focus.

        • Doggerel Dave

          The journey travelled is a full life story. And its the truth no three in the morning is ever the same. Subtle way to mark times passing.

          • Paul Bell

            We all make the journey, good or bad.



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