Imposter Syndrome

madeline


  I saw a reflection of someone in my eyes
  Someone who is supposed to be me- what a surprise.
  I don’t know the whereabouts of her
  yet she’s someone I prefer
  It’s a dilemma; she IS the reality
  but god, I’m a mess; that’s my identity  
  What an odd estrangement
  What a mimicking arrangement
  All I see is a frolicking mess of dystopia
  How is she in a utopia?

  I rub my eyes and
  I see her with a knife; is this planned?
  stab stab stab! It’s a bloody mess
  And lord, I can't confess
 I’m alive and well, but my reflection?
 She lies dead, under all the agitation.
 Poor girl, she’s afflicted and looks perturbed
 And at that moment, I swerved
 Swerved and shattered the glass
 into a million pieces, the mirror now harassed.

-maddie

  • Author: Maddie (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 9th, 2026 05:07
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  • sorenbarrett

    An existential crisis in this write where a duality exists of what is on the one hand a confusion and deprecated and on the other valued the true self. Well done

    • madeline

      Thank you so much!

      • sorenbarrett

        You are most welcome Madeline

      • Fränz Müller

        Well written!

        • madeline

          Thank you so much!



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