I'm Just Living

A.N.

I didn't write a poem today because today didn't have meaning.

 

I didn't read poetry
because it felt like I already had.

 

I felt still,
and unseen,
misunderstood,
but viewed.

 

I didn't want to write because I didn't have a unique metaphor,
and I didn't have a unique feeling.

 

I got in my head telling myself,

 

It's only good when it's first.
And it's only viewed as pretty when it's labeled original.

 

And I didn't try to take out my pen
and scribble words that couldn't be said.

 

I didn't try to breathe in
because I was sinking,
and breathing felt like it would only make it harder.

 

And trying to talk
would just give me a headache.

 

And I don't mean to write sad stories
or feel-bad-for-me poems.

 

But it seems that's what I do.

 

It seems I can't write happy
because happy can't be placed on one page.

 

Happy is many pages,
with many mountains
and valleys between them,
separating it too far
to seem pretty.

 

So I don't know how to say
I'm happy.

 

I'm just living.

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  • peto

    Great title and so much better than the alternative
    "I didn't have a unique feeling "
    Yet this is full of emotion
    I for one thoroughly enjoyed reading
    Keep em coming

    • A.N.

      Thank you so much! That genuinely means a lot to me, especially knowing that you could feel the emotion behind it.

    • sorenbarrett

      Sometimes just living is all we can ask for. Things change and there will be better. Hang on

      • A.N.

        Yes. Thank you!

        • sorenbarrett

          You are very welcome A.N.

        • not_defined

          Incredibly powerful write, mate. I can resonate with what you wrote dearly. Well done, and thank you for sharing.

          • A.N.

            Thank you for the kind words!

          • Fränz Müller

            Sometimes just getting by is all we have to give, and that should be enough. I felt this one in my bones. Excellent.

            • A.N.

              Indeed! Thank you!



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