Hate... is a strong word

blackholesun



I hate him

I despise him

He doesn't care

I hate him 

I despise him

He gives me money to silence me

He uses money as a way to tell me my emotions aren't valid

as if money is everything 

Is he right? Should I just silence myself?

All my interest

All my wants 

All my needs and desires 

He tells me they inconvienence him

What am I here for?

What am I here for?

I thought I was here for love 

It doesn't feel like its for love

Then what is it for?

Why do I do this to myself.

I used to love him

I hate him

I despise him

I wish I could learn to be as selfish as him

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Comments3

  • Friendship

    well done

  • sorenbarrett

    A poem of selling oneself and asking why. Well done

  • Tristan Robert Lange

    No amount of money makes your emotions irrelevant, blackholesun. Please don’t silence yourself. Powerful poem, my friend. 🌹🖤🙏🕯️🐦‍⬛



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