But what about me?

I gave it all I could

But some tests, you can't prepare for

I tried my best, but in the end

I will never matter, to anyone

I am the child, who is destined to walk alone

And the path I walk, is dark and cold

The path between the heart, and when it breaks

But it's so dark, and cold

And I wish she could walk it with me

But she fed me, to the wolves

They tore my flesh, and left my bones in a dark hole

And all I'm left with, is the memory

Of you and me, that could never be

Why did you leave me, all alone?

In the caves, where I am never to be known

It's so dark, and I'm afraid

I yearn for the happy days

Where we would walk that path

Laughing and joking, no cares in sight

It made me believe that a love had blossomed

Like a rose, that glows in the night

So we may see eachother, in the darkest night

And never lose sight

But every rose, has thorns

And I kept bleeding, for you

I bled, and I bled, I lost so much of myself

And I kept enduring the pain, for you

Just so we could make it to the otherside

So the world I promised you, could be yours

And maybe it could be ours to share, too.

But I guess I was a fool, and I was mistaken

For thinking I could see the light, in someone else

And I was the fool, for giving so much of myself

Yet I know, that without you,

This path is something, I could never do

So I remain, in this cave

As if I leave, the memories will come flooding back

And the pain will be too much, so much to bare

So yes, I won't dare

But the anguish, is already so much

Knowing that I will forever be, without your touch

Forever is so long, but now is torture

Why did you do this to me?

And Lord, O' Lord, I'm trying so hard

But the weight of the world is on my shoulders

And I can't even stand, I just collapse beneath the pressure

And in the middle of heaven hell, 

My heart is being ripped apart, seam by seam

Heaven's gate refuses to me, I am much too dark

Yet Hell says, I am much too pure

God and The Devil, don't want me, 

So where is one, supposed to be?

Where am I supposed to go?

I'm so lost, and all that's here is this knife

So I slice, and I slice, my body in ruin

The Devil wants me to defile my body, and bleed for him

So why doesn't he just let me in?

Why did she leave, and forget so quick?

The times we had,

All the joy and loud laughs

But yet, "why" is all I can ask?

Lady life, has given me the lesson again, even after the 100th test

But yet I fail, 100 more times

No one could ever love me, I need to learn

Yet for love, I will always learn

I remember, when me and her were together

She'd always ask "What of the people on the other side?"

But, what about me?