Prayer for Timing

Oh goddess of timing I pray to thee,

I offer my sincerest apologies,

For I screamed at you, words unkind,

I didn't know what you had in mind,

For me.

You tied my heart to this beautiful man's,

Blessed us with love then cursed us with distance.

And oh goddess I still pray to thee,

For your beautiful cruelty.

I hope you feel the same tightening ropes

That you use to strangle our hopes.

I curse you every night in my dreams,

Forgive me, for I still pray to thee.

You gifted me with retrospective perspective,

But left me powerless to change it,

I feel like my life isn't mine anymore,

Oh goddess of timing, it's yours.