Pillz

Pillz Pillz

More and more pillz

I’m a fish underwater

Without any gillz

Let me breathe!

Heal my heart

Depressions hidden there

From the start

It’s a little hard

2 stay afloat

You’ll have 2 shove them

Down my throat

I don’t like them

Not one bit

I won’t take

Those pillz 4 shit!

Twist my body

Twist my soul

Abuse my views

And take control

Make me different

Drain my pain

Break my will

And make me sane

Lost in exhaust

Found in sleep

My mind is dirty

Let me sweep

Shut out the voices

Stop my swings

I’m a puppet

Cut my strings!

I question depression

Fuck it sideways!

Unsure but secure

Is how my pride stays

Happy pillz

Faked my smiles

So I saved them up

In secret piles

Overdosing

Hurt my heart

I wasn’t thinking

Shows I’m smart

I just don’t know

What I should do

 My mind is ill

It has a flu

Trick my mind

Stick me blind

Leave my senses

2 unwind

Combined with another

Dreadful dose

Suicide is looking close

But I’m alive

And I am strong

Maybe I am

Somehow wrong

Seducing as

The pillz may be

They get around

2 helping me

All I had 2 do

Was give it a shot

And come 2 find

It can help a lot

Psyche!

I still hate those things

But still they help

With my mood swings

Taking them is

Like taking spite

So why do I take them

Without a fight?