My Poem

I’ve had psychosis 4 a diagnosis

Death is my mind made prognosis

Got so much weed in my lungs

It feels like I have tuberculosis

Hypnosis is the definition of my life

Induced and seduced by suggestion

Living a laughing lie with major depression

This is some total bullshit no question

This may not be court

But I have a short session

People where I come from

Die at my age

I’m only sixteen

Yet the world is my stage

And I turn each page

In my life till I see something good

I’m not crazy

I’m just misunderstood

Should I, could I

Be a different person

Live in another world

Where my life would never worsen

How many more times do I have to say that I’m through?

Before I actually do what I say I am gonna do

Please don’t judge me

Cause you cannot budge me

Not even your opinions

Can you ever nudge me

Not even with your disrespect

I was doin alright the last time I checked

Correct me if I’m wrong

But so far I’ve lived long

I’ve lived long enough to say that I am strong

Right here on this earth is where I belong

People say a lot of things

I here empty words

They say that they can fly

Then why do I see wingless birds

And from my observation

Birds love to run their beak

But whatever they say

They can’t say that I’m weak

All that I ever had

Was a pen with some paper on a pad

To write down all the times

The good and the bad

I need to put a decrease or a cease

To my caprice actions

Before I leave my battered body

In any further fractions

I’m incomplete on my marijuana street

Why am I doing things now?

That I said I would not repeat

Please don’t put me in a label

I’m steady and I’m stable

Don’t think that I am powerless

Cause I am never unable

Screws in my heart

But I am a survivor

This won’t slow me down

Because I have a screwdriver

Unscrewing the screws

Each day by day

Getting screwed wont hold me back

I am here to stay