I’ve had psychosis 4 a diagnosis
Death is my mind made prognosis
Got so much weed in my lungs
It feels like I have tuberculosis
Hypnosis is the definition of my life
Induced and seduced by suggestion
Living a laughing lie with major depression
This is some total bullshit no question
This may not be court
But I have a short session
People where I come from
Die at my age
I’m only sixteen
Yet the world is my stage
And I turn each page
In my life till I see something good
I’m not crazy
I’m just misunderstood
Should I, could I
Be a different person
Live in another world
Where my life would never worsen
How many more times do I have to say that I’m through?
Before I actually do what I say I am gonna do
Please don’t judge me
Cause you cannot budge me
Not even your opinions
Can you ever nudge me
Not even with your disrespect
I was doin alright the last time I checked
Correct me if I’m wrong
But so far I’ve lived long
I’ve lived long enough to say that I am strong
Right here on this earth is where I belong
People say a lot of things
I here empty words
They say that they can fly
Then why do I see wingless birds
And from my observation
Birds love to run their beak
But whatever they say
They can’t say that I’m weak
All that I ever had
Was a pen with some paper on a pad
To write down all the times
The good and the bad
I need to put a decrease or a cease
To my caprice actions
Before I leave my battered body
In any further fractions
I’m incomplete on my marijuana street
Why am I doing things now?
That I said I would not repeat
Please don’t put me in a label
I’m steady and I’m stable
Don’t think that I am powerless
Cause I am never unable
Screws in my heart
But I am a survivor
This won’t slow me down
Because I have a screwdriver
Unscrewing the screws
Each day by day
Getting screwed wont hold me back
I am here to stay
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Author:
Rob (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: August 15th, 2010 09:44
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Comments3
what a flow of ideas strange but fantastic / great suffering calls for the defiant hero . deep thought in technical approach.very nice and astonishing
i appreciate your comments. thank u
really nice poem 😀 especially this part "Please don’t judge me /Cause you cannot budge me/Not even your opinions/Can you ever nudge me"
thanks lulu 🙂
my pleasure 😀
Very nice
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