Disappearing Pain

Lookin way back at all of the things that I have taken up

But I am still continuing the sins that I should already be makin up

It’s tiring, I know, but soon I should be wakin up

My life is like a static dream and right now I am breakin up

It’s funny how money seems to shine, when it isn’t sunny

It’s got people like bees, buzzing all around it, like it was a pound of honey

But only a few can get their fill

They all fight over, who gets more

And money spills more blood

Than an uncivil civil war

No more doors

To open up the right direction

False malicious mirrors

Showing me an untrue reflection

Doctors say my mind has an infection

Something along those lines

I’m flying high but there’s no ejection

Please God show me some signs

Let the clouds open up

So I can feel how the sun shines

Fill me up with feelings

I like it when love and passion combines

Show me a little more

That’ll be the day my life redefines

Just don’t show me too much

Cause that’s where my will definitely declines

I’m a shadow in a lightless town

Never seen or heard

My memories are melted away

The Ku$h has my thoughts blurred

Right now I’m a baseball game

I’m stuck between second and third

I’m getting close to getting out

The tension is tight, tough and stirred

Wishes are like life

You don’t always get what you preferred

But I tagged my base

And still got the final word

Strain, struggle, stress and strife

It’s not the worst out there

Man this is just life

No more time for me to tread my tears

I write it all down

And in time the pain disappears