I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF

I LOOKED AT U,SO YOU WOULD LOOK AT ME

I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOUR EYES

THOSE FLASHING LIGHTS THAT ENGLITEN

MY HEART AND THEN MY WHOLE LIFE.

I THAOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE

ON THE EARTH WHO COULD GUIDE ME

IN MY LONELY LIFE

I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE YOUR HANDS

TO HOLD ME WHENI'D FEEL LOW

I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE UR TOUCH

ON MY SHOULDERS WHEN I

NEEDED TO CRY

LIFE IS TOO LONG AND WEARY

AND IT HAS GIVEN SI MANY THINGS TO ME

SOME OF THEM WWERE SHEER HAPPINESS

AND JOYS AND SOME WERE

UNBERABLE PAINS AND CRIES

I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THAT I COULDN'T TAKE THEM ALL

I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU

I THOUGHT TO LAUGH AND CRY WITH YOU

ON MYSIDE

I WANTED TO HAVE YOU THROUGH OUT

MY LIFE BUT ALAS! YOU SAID GOODBYE TO ME.

CAUSE YOU HAD TO LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE

AND I MINE.

SO WE HAD TO DEPART

THOSE FAREWELL WORDS OF YOURS

WERE DEADLY VENOM TO ME

BUT I SWALLOWED THEM

QUITE HARD.........

AND NOW I REALIZED HOW WEAK I HAD BEEN

TO SURRENDER MY LIFE TO HIM.

NOW I KNOW THE REALITY OF LIFE

ONE HAS TO LIVE AN ENTIRE LIFE

BY ONESELF BEARING ALL THE ASPECTS

I PROMISE TO MYSELF

TO NEVER REPEAT THOSE MISTAKES AGAIN

CAUSE I KNOW I HAVE MY OWN HANDS

TO DRY MY TEARS

I HAVE MY OWN SMILE

TO CHEERS MY LIFE

I HAVE MY SELF TO CONSOLE

ME WHEN I'M IN DISTRESS

MORE THAN THAT I HAVE

FAITH IN MYSELF................

                                                WROTE BY AVIKSHA