Nikki

I sit in the same window where I sometimes cry. I look at the sky and see your face. I wish fate didn't take you from this world. I made a bad decision. I want you to wrap your wings around me and help me be safe. Take me under your guided wings  and help me get from worst to better. Make me so perfect in your eyes. Fate took you from my arms and laid you in the arms of God. I will never forget the joy you brought me nor the happiness that filled the void in my chest. Sadily that void has returned. My soul is a mixture of black and white. I'm lost with out your guidence. That day you first took my hand I will never forget. It was the happiest day of my life. I need you around to guide me back to the light. I wish to see your face tonight and I'm willing to lose anything for you. I miss your beautiful smile and colorful personality. Even in the face of death your smile with brighten up my day. I need you around to help me find out where I've been going wrong so far. When i feel your presence I feel like i have found in the traces the boy from yesterday. I forgive you for the promise you couldn't keep. I hope one day fate will bring us back home together once again